Hey guys.. how r u all.. hope u all doing great and were eagerly waiting for my next write up. Well am a big Aamir Khan fan and so go with 1 blog per year strategy.. lol.. Anyways after the long list of comments i received on my first blog i was moreover pressurized than happy for the criticism i would receive for my next blog if its not gonna match the expectations. But then i thought there's always an option to delete the comments u hate, which became my ultimate source of inspiration..:)
Now the question was “THE TOPIC”. My Target audience has always been the Youth and Today's Youth are totally into 3 things:-
1.Love 2.MTV ROADIES and 3.Chatting...
Now Love, NO WAY.. i have screwed mine big time... and i know it wont sell.
MTV roadies is followed by everyone and would be a very debatable topic but I don’t want people fighting for their favorite Roadies in my comments and So finally i decided its gonna be...
This post is dedicated to Mr.Orkut Buyukkokten
One amongst those, who had a vision.
Few Days back..
It was 1.30 in the night. Raining, as heavily as it could. Temperature below zero. A perfect weather to sleep tight in your cozy blankets; but there i was, standing in the balcony, shredding tears. Few days back i had a break up with my life. It was, what i thought, a life long relationship but u know life f***s u every time you take things granted. I always use to laugh at people for doing crazy stuffs in break ups. I saw myself doing few. I never understood how can any guy cry until i did so. Yeaaah!!! Its painful and it sucks. That too when you are seven seas apart. Anyways wont take you all in that filthy reality. For starting a relationship Orkut has served many as a catalyst. With more than 800 friends and 12000 scraps am a proud Orkut'ian.....
Next morning or afternoon you can say, as i haven’t seen a Saturday "Morning" after coming to USA.:),deprived of last night's sleep, woke up reluctantly, had some Maggi and slept again. My roommate woke me up at 7 in the evening as it was my cooking turn.:( Am a true Epicurean(devoted to sensual pleasures like food)and so love to try out different recipes. Made very unhealthy Unda Curry. Any amount is always less, when u live with two other guys..now with some stack filled , i opened my web home page.. www.Orkut.com .Excellent speed and 24 hrs free Net is one of the things i really appreciate about USA. We almost live here online. Read newspapers online, watch live cricket streaming, watch almost all fav. Indian Movies/Tele serials, buy electronic gadgets.. ORDER DOMINOS PIZZA.. everything. So orkut window popped up with few new scraps, few NICE faces in profile visitors, and with the Today’s Fortune “You are going to find someone special today”. My memory won the race and recollected a similar line read 2 yrs back.. The day i met her for whom today i shred. Every single memory rejuvenated.
2 years back...
It was the day of smiles. Hardly met thrice, we were in love as never been before. Every moment with her was like a millennium. Hardly there was any coffee shop we didn’t explored, any restaurant’s we didn’t dine, any temple we didn’t bowed, any movie we didn’t see together... Suddenly the friend circle doubled. I started living.
Every morning used to start with a “Good morning message”(never forwarded) and night used to end when the mobile used to get discharged. Oh those nights! Every guy who has been in love will agree with me on this that you love the girl even more when she starts feeling sleepy.. :) Every movie seen with her was required to be seen for the second time if you really want to know the story.. hehe.. Exam time support, even if you don’t know a single word from her subjects. Sharing the pre exam pressure and enjoying the post exam happiness. Career holds, forced to separate in distance but strengthened the attraction for each other. With a promise to live in hearts together, we departed. They say, for getting something u always lose something but something so precious...
Today...
She was not online. Every night (USA time zone) she comes online around 11 and it was already 11.05 pm. Every 5 sec I was opening gtalk window and was getting more impatient. The long list am having in my gtalk always feels incomplete without her name. Hardly ever I realized, I was getting addicted..
I haven’t met her. I haven’t seen her. I haven’t heard her. Its her words while we chat and her Testimonials. That’s the only way I know her. Some text. She’s from the city I was born in so initially did thought of having something in common. Though later I discovered she’s my female version. Astonishing it is, to see someone who is sooooo like you. They say there are 128 universe and in each one there’s one identical to you but I am so lucky to find one here itself. I was always good with words. But she’s better. I was proud of my Sanskar’s until I was introduced to her. Used to take great honor having those many testimonials on orkut until I read her’s. Friends who know me really well say my love for my family can be clearly seen but I know her for less than a month and have already felt the same passion within her. Once I asked what’s ur obsession? I have seen people answering that question being as selfish as they could, but what she replied changed my outlook towards her. She said “My ultimate dream in life is to see my parents happy till the end.” Some inner voice of mine said “Amen”...
A girl who loves cricket. Discusses IPL matches with me. I Bet her statistics are more updated than most of the so called, cricket lovers. Proudly wearing the crown of “Miss PJ queen” she sends a smiley with every sentence she types. Girls really rule the ART OF GOSSIPING, she’s no less. Bargaining is her most enjoyable moment of shopping. Dreams limited but efforts unlimited. Being the youngest in the family loved by one and all. Enthusiast of the extreme kind. Member of “People who Live to eat” fraternity. Our every topic, however serious it might be, ends on foodstuffs. Very Cutely call herself “Sabhya”(innocent) when it comes to boys. One can actually feel every time talking in person while chatting with her, even if the two are 100000 miles apart.
I know all of you, who are still with me till this point including her, must be feeling that am madly in love with her. For me surely it’s a NO! I don’t blame you guys but it’s the stereotype thinking which makes it looks like that. Why its difficult to believe that some people CAN BE JUST FRIENDS? I feel its something even bigger than that. Very pure. No pretentions. I can chat with her being ME which is the ONLY THING that inspires me to wait for her to come online. I accept somewhere down the line “THE Thought” comes but her next sent Smiley takes it Off and I enjoy the sanity of the unsaid/unknown relationship with her. Because of her I feel am a good person since to meet someone so pure you must be one of “HIS” favorites. Today I don’t have a girlfriend but I have a girl Friend.
She’s my friend. My chat friend.
Now the question was “THE TOPIC”. My Target audience has always been the Youth and Today's Youth are totally into 3 things:-
1.Love 2.MTV ROADIES and 3.Chatting...
Now Love, NO WAY.. i have screwed mine big time... and i know it wont sell.
MTV roadies is followed by everyone and would be a very debatable topic but I don’t want people fighting for their favorite Roadies in my comments and So finally i decided its gonna be...
This post is dedicated to Mr.Orkut Buyukkokten
One amongst those, who had a vision.
Few Days back..
It was 1.30 in the night. Raining, as heavily as it could. Temperature below zero. A perfect weather to sleep tight in your cozy blankets; but there i was, standing in the balcony, shredding tears. Few days back i had a break up with my life. It was, what i thought, a life long relationship but u know life f***s u every time you take things granted. I always use to laugh at people for doing crazy stuffs in break ups. I saw myself doing few. I never understood how can any guy cry until i did so. Yeaaah!!! Its painful and it sucks. That too when you are seven seas apart. Anyways wont take you all in that filthy reality. For starting a relationship Orkut has served many as a catalyst. With more than 800 friends and 12000 scraps am a proud Orkut'ian.....
Next morning or afternoon you can say, as i haven’t seen a Saturday "Morning" after coming to USA.:),deprived of last night's sleep, woke up reluctantly, had some Maggi and slept again. My roommate woke me up at 7 in the evening as it was my cooking turn.:( Am a true Epicurean(devoted to sensual pleasures like food)and so love to try out different recipes. Made very unhealthy Unda Curry. Any amount is always less, when u live with two other guys..now with some stack filled , i opened my web home page.. www.Orkut.com .Excellent speed and 24 hrs free Net is one of the things i really appreciate about USA. We almost live here online. Read newspapers online, watch live cricket streaming, watch almost all fav. Indian Movies/Tele serials, buy electronic gadgets.. ORDER DOMINOS PIZZA.. everything. So orkut window popped up with few new scraps, few NICE faces in profile visitors, and with the Today’s Fortune “You are going to find someone special today”. My memory won the race and recollected a similar line read 2 yrs back.. The day i met her for whom today i shred. Every single memory rejuvenated.
2 years back...
It was the day of smiles. Hardly met thrice, we were in love as never been before. Every moment with her was like a millennium. Hardly there was any coffee shop we didn’t explored, any restaurant’s we didn’t dine, any temple we didn’t bowed, any movie we didn’t see together... Suddenly the friend circle doubled. I started living.
Every morning used to start with a “Good morning message”(never forwarded) and night used to end when the mobile used to get discharged. Oh those nights! Every guy who has been in love will agree with me on this that you love the girl even more when she starts feeling sleepy.. :) Every movie seen with her was required to be seen for the second time if you really want to know the story.. hehe.. Exam time support, even if you don’t know a single word from her subjects. Sharing the pre exam pressure and enjoying the post exam happiness. Career holds, forced to separate in distance but strengthened the attraction for each other. With a promise to live in hearts together, we departed. They say, for getting something u always lose something but something so precious...
Today...
She was not online. Every night (USA time zone) she comes online around 11 and it was already 11.05 pm. Every 5 sec I was opening gtalk window and was getting more impatient. The long list am having in my gtalk always feels incomplete without her name. Hardly ever I realized, I was getting addicted..
I haven’t met her. I haven’t seen her. I haven’t heard her. Its her words while we chat and her Testimonials. That’s the only way I know her. Some text. She’s from the city I was born in so initially did thought of having something in common. Though later I discovered she’s my female version. Astonishing it is, to see someone who is sooooo like you. They say there are 128 universe and in each one there’s one identical to you but I am so lucky to find one here itself. I was always good with words. But she’s better. I was proud of my Sanskar’s until I was introduced to her. Used to take great honor having those many testimonials on orkut until I read her’s. Friends who know me really well say my love for my family can be clearly seen but I know her for less than a month and have already felt the same passion within her. Once I asked what’s ur obsession? I have seen people answering that question being as selfish as they could, but what she replied changed my outlook towards her. She said “My ultimate dream in life is to see my parents happy till the end.” Some inner voice of mine said “Amen”...
A girl who loves cricket. Discusses IPL matches with me. I Bet her statistics are more updated than most of the so called, cricket lovers. Proudly wearing the crown of “Miss PJ queen” she sends a smiley with every sentence she types. Girls really rule the ART OF GOSSIPING, she’s no less. Bargaining is her most enjoyable moment of shopping. Dreams limited but efforts unlimited. Being the youngest in the family loved by one and all. Enthusiast of the extreme kind. Member of “People who Live to eat” fraternity. Our every topic, however serious it might be, ends on foodstuffs. Very Cutely call herself “Sabhya”(innocent) when it comes to boys. One can actually feel every time talking in person while chatting with her, even if the two are 100000 miles apart.
I know all of you, who are still with me till this point including her, must be feeling that am madly in love with her. For me surely it’s a NO! I don’t blame you guys but it’s the stereotype thinking which makes it looks like that. Why its difficult to believe that some people CAN BE JUST FRIENDS? I feel its something even bigger than that. Very pure. No pretentions. I can chat with her being ME which is the ONLY THING that inspires me to wait for her to come online. I accept somewhere down the line “THE Thought” comes but her next sent Smiley takes it Off and I enjoy the sanity of the unsaid/unknown relationship with her. Because of her I feel am a good person since to meet someone so pure you must be one of “HIS” favorites. Today I don’t have a girlfriend but I have a girl Friend.
She’s my friend. My chat friend.
Awesome post, bro! tuk a long time in coming, but was worth da wait. As far as da *lost love part* is concerned, well wat can we ever do about it. Sumthngs mebbe r jst not meant to b. So cheer up, sumthng betr's on da way! :)
ReplyDeleteLuvd da post...nd orkut has becum a second life for most of us, so cld relate to da post! Nd agree wid u on da JUST FRIENDS concept! gr8 work. keep 'em coming! :)
Nd btw da title frur post sounds straight out of a Bond movie!
ReplyDeleteShe's my Friend, My chat friend!
rhymes wid
My name's Bond, James Bond!
:P :P :P : P
NAMASKAR------
ReplyDeleteAlankar said:"I am madly in love with her"(past para);
that's the truth man.....Gifted with unusual quality----Flirting with decency………..rightly titled......."Casanova"
Past and Present.....well presented;
Past was scented with love care and affection and beautiful sketch of the priceless moments that you have spent......with the grief that succeeds it.......
Present is the way you have rejuvenated your self as the 'ALYA' we know flooding with treasures of friends around.........
Thanks to the friend mentioned in 'Todya's' para to gives us our old-new alya back.....
Waise hum bhi mila chahenge....it will be nice to have a good frd......any time,every time........
bye,take care,keep posting...........
Nice read.... hope this will help you get over it sooner.
ReplyDelete:)
Hey, this piece sounds like a younger version of me..... an honest and flowy read. My best wishes to you.
ReplyDeleteA post with all the sentiments coming over.. nice job... no mistakes found ;) as u had asked :d
ReplyDeleteLooking fwd to the next post... :)
True to your character, you just nailed this one, too! I'm talkin abt the post and also the situation.
ReplyDeleteBest way to put things in perspective is to put them in the open. Sooner the better.
And knowing your and the "live life kingsize" philosophy of yours, this actually took some time coming. But Im glad you're back to nomral ....
BTW wt changed in the last month?
External influence or internal?
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ReplyDeleteExcellent piece of work dude... keep the good work going on...
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